ya ya

i write and i write and i don't seem to get anywhere
but i would like to write again, perhaps in english
i want to write poems, short ones, long ones
ones that matter (to me)
to me
they matter

i want to write about internet girls
and if my entire thesis could be a poem then very well
how do we make a thesis that is 
reeee
experimental
xprmntl
I DON'T KNOW     
SO TIRED

so tired don't know why
must sleep or go home
instead, many hours of partying left
will go home soon

red light district take me back
into hearth
to