A Poem


Snake Tree
By Yang Lian

1

fatal fancy grafted beyond the window
this instant     the garden is part of a toxic city
green perfected in a flood
swollen horse     or crow pecking at rotten guts
a child stares at a tree and says     snakes
a fizzing in sunlight’s torpid ears


2

storm brings you alive
storm     artist lashing the snakes
twice-fictional branches
tails sealed knots on shrill flutes
like acrid embryos imprisoned in the womb


3

finger
that prises spring’s scales open     that’s covered in spittle
that slides on its belly


4

where to begin     these are trees     and those are snakes
from one dead person to another
how does the snow in the body bear the pain of sloughing skin
and fall outside


5

the garden     is part of a toxic poem
all the weather has just been folded up
all the trees     follow
what hatched into a snake
what was fear in a child’s eyes     was fun
teeth held deep in your throat
inventing that birdsong     night sky
pressed down into a dark green swamp
crawling in opposition to a piece of blue
freely famished words
bearing plentiful fruits of madness


6

in every minute how many breaths
in every breath how many snakes
in every snake tree how many organs that yearn for death


7

shape that sin hangs in the innermost hear     gathering
     ground
branches continually growing from your persistence
curling down     a circumcising rod of pure flesh
putting out a bud that fears no poison
four seasons     expound a sombre aesthetic of winter
cold blood seeps into any fragile joint
feet regressing in the wind     tangled as tongues
and the poet still stripping the leaves
when the stripped snake is more cruel it’s just a plant
using associations of childhood
to run the child through
like a snake tree accidentally achieved in leisure


From Notes of a Blissful Ghost, by Yang Lian

The first post, and, A Brief Introduction

So, I begin to blog again. This time, not out of some personal desire to 'tell everything' on an anonymous page, to anyone and noone, but a class assignment. More specifically, an assignment to make a 'collection.' Now, what does that mean anyways?
My first idea was to collect faces, people on the bus, elderly people's portraits and... well, I was interested in the visuals, or rather, am. The wrinkles, the lines, like signatures on a face; hastily scribbled, eloquently lengthened, or something quite else. But then, this is not something I usually collect. Besides, pulling up a camera to photograph people's faces isn't entirely natural for me, besides, I wouldn't be too comfortable if someone did it to me. 

So, what do I usually collect? What do I usually scavenge, look for, and buy on a regular basis? Perhaps I misunderstood the assignment the first time. As a matter of fact, I probably did. So I won't collect faces, I suppose, but what else then? Clothes? I don't think so. I am, in fact, obsessed with fashion blogs. Or, not just fashion blogs. All blogs. I read between five and twenty-five of them every day, depending on how much time I have, and how much work I am attempting to postpone. 

However, it doesn't seem entirely right to be collecting blogs either. The reason can be that I already feel as if I am living almost too vicariously through some of them, and I am not sure if I want to continue provoking this. Besides, I think it's a collection I'd like to keep for myself, for now. But assure you, when I publish the list, it will be one of very high quality.

So, the question; what will I collect? I am already quite late, and should have started on this weeks ago, but I've been hesitating. But now I am ready, whether I like it or not, simply because I really should get going on it. 

So, I've decided to collect harnesses. I am not sure whether they should be real harnesses, so to speak, or just images and ideas surrounding harnesses, but I think I've landed on the right idea. They used to be a big thing a couple of years ago -- in particular those jewellery-like harnesses, or the ones made from leather, to put on top of a shirt, blouse or anything really. I will post my findings here, also any eventual purchases, if that is what my quest leads me to. 

Finally, a poem by Gerald Massey, called Pegasus In Harness, as I will attempt to collect many things and forms relating to harnesses;

THEY pity Pegasus because
The Matrimonial Car he draws
Along the ruts of life:
And hot and dusty is the road,
And heavy is the living load
Of leaning weans and wife.

Poor Pegasus! to turn the Mill,
And grind, and pull the plough until
The work his withers wrings!
Why not? 'tis he should do it best,
And tread his measure easiest,
Or where's the use of wings?